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June 23 What a wild party!OMG it was a hell lot of a party.ya! i and sharmila went to escape theme park and had a wild party. it was awesome. well we had invited some of our youth buddies kind of like sharmila's sister's friends lor. well we had so much fun. we were equally having a rocking good time. ooooooo.gosip. sharmila was asked for a date with the most touching and romantic poem. it was so romantic. i loved my time there. we were simply exhausted by the time we came back. there was a fathers day mishap. in one of my calenders it stated father's day was last sunday so i wiashed and gave my dad his gifts but unfortunately the tv and nobody said anything about it that is when i realised my father had been enjoying a whole week of fathers day celebration so unfair. well he bought me a web cam. a stereo which can stick on to my cupboard. and well gave me my vary own laptop. i am soon going to get a leather skinned vaio. but unfortunately not any sooner la. too expensive. i want to buy a i phone and well i want to kind of curl my hair at the bottom all my dreams my cousin keeps snatching away from me well sharmila my bast friend is about to get a count down of gifts for her birthday. 9n presents for her 09/09/09 birthday lol! screams holiday ir rocking good. i finally managed to go swimming and well i kind of got sun tanned but come on ya who cares fun is all i care about but i seriously look forward for a extension in our holidays. and i really want to see a certain cousin brother so much. well then i saw someone who i long forgotten like 16times whenever i see that certain someone electricity starts zapping in and out man! but i am sorry i dont want to start a fight with a certain ex friend but he was indeed my firs crush in my teenage life you know but of course i have no feelings for me but still lucky me i get to see him everytime and its so like fate was written for us cause i went to ntuc he was there my parents decid eto grab a dinner at kfc he is there too. but it was so embarassing when i had to sit beside him and eat my dinner. well i suppose no hard feelings but that guy is ash. but i am so sos sos sosorry saash i seriously have no feelings for him he is all yours well i am hopeless cause seriously currently i have no one to love or fall i love with. i love that guy but the guy i dont wish to hurt his feelings or i dont want to harass him i just love myself and my kutti pissasu sharmila. my sweet angel. wish ya all tghe best in lfe sharmila well has a kindness wish you all the best kavitha and saashthinii. hope you get to see ash soon too. but it was totally coincident to me. June 11 sorry for not keeping ya all postedbut for now everything has changed. i an sharmila are friends and well kavitha and saashthinii are friends. the last few posts were past and this is present.well the situation is quite clear. we stay clear, they stay clear.well no hard feelings. ya, i don't understand what is much of a problem but that is all we broke! there you go explained in simple words. after so many conflicts i don't think our friendship could be strong enough to keep together. well ya, its a short notice informing this blog. well the story goes on and on and on so just keep it this way. the conflicts are gone and we are broke. pls and thank ya. June holidays or boredom holidaysi thought maybe at least this year it would be different.but it is the same old boring spend time alone at home holidays its super boring being at home but i don't wish to go back to school either.but whatever way you have no choice but to go to school rite? well here is how it went for me. for the past two weeks i met my friend in yishun, she had asked to tag along then it was a short meeting i guess about 1hour. well next, i went to her house to do a project then well i chit chatting in the comp that's all. i really want to go swimming and my mom has promised to bring me along with my cousins by this week or next week as if this is the last week i may tend to fall sick and fall back in lasses and homework. as for homework it is damn pressure rising we are only teenager4s. we just finished our mid years how can teachers expect us to work forward for our ca2s? isn't this outrageous. i know its important but we need some stress free holidays somehow but my way of looking at things is work hard now sweat as much as u an on the work done now then relax in the two month break we are going to get in three months time . well i really am looking forward to the longer holidays with just two weeks left i am starting to panic has i haven't done as revision on stuff. its quite a bore at home so just make full use of the time being free at home. whether its boring or not i am going to live the fullest out of this holidays like sleep late wake early chat in comp see TV and go out with frens but still of course got to study as well i know but but free fun time only comes in awhile in life. December 10 kavitha this is a confession made by sharmi pls kindly read it....dear kavitha,
we hav been frowning at each other for like centuries oredi..
i stil dun get it..
ol i said was tat u wun be my bestfriend animore..
u are still a classmate,or rather better than a classmate..
& u see we can stil tok to each other like the way we did..
so i reli hope uue will change ok? :)
so no more frownings from uue and me.. :P frendshipsaashtun u talked behind my back too??????
wat?
u did the same thing u told sharmi did to me
but i admit i toked behind ur back oso
tell me wat i said u asked me behind indus back ''tell me the truth,indu is fatter than me ryte?''
so????? forget all this lets keep it to the letter... as the truth we accepted kavi and have decided to go with her but i think i dun mind toking to sharmi even though
wait,so why shudnt u guys tok to me?wads the problem?
u are toking behind my back and u are toking behind indus back oso...
kk you people its alrite ppl toked behind each other behind each others back the prob is we shld be honest wit each other fine now i m going to maAK SOME CONFESSSIONS
lets communicate!
u ppl remember the scrap bk rite i stopped showing u guys coz in it i had written i hate u sharmi a long time ago not onli because of narein n stuff but i didnt like u controlling over me sometimes n saashtu i asked the same ques u asked to sharmi once in the start of july whether who is fat these prob as to stop toking to each others back n being unfair to each other we should all treat each other equa;lly n fair i hope but for now the letter is the fate i had made some changes to it saash i have added a new letter without ur permission but it will not offend u that much but truthfully i love u both more than myself n my mum whu i tok alot about to u ppl
in my point of view,i tink tat we ol shud jus 4get the problem and start afresh.but its up to u guys,so go on.
but but but we have promises to keep up both of us made it to kavi and we had told u tooo so we can tok n hang around sometimes but jus for now a few weeks or months mjus as i said in the letter let time decide the fates of our lives
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